Ok, I'm pulling myself out of this blog...it's hard to maintain to many blogs at the same time. There is no space for another gal in the blog of "this is A story of A gal" - btw, I have too many stories to be told and I need my own space to allow my brain to breathe...but, my tiny "voice" could still be heard roaring in these blogs:

http://aliazul.blogspot.com
http://lieawulf.blogspot.com
http://legendsta.blogspot.com

Wednesday, September 29, 2004

i've got class at 3.00 pm today...but i'm still infront here...eheh...huhu..time to get ready...

Tuesday, September 28, 2004

i'm not feeling well today...i don't know why...maybe i'm so exhausted..i've been busy for the past few days..i went to class today..my class starts at 9.00 am n suppose to finish at 11.00 am...2 hours Psychology class...thats the only class for today..i dont have 100% concentration & attention during d class today...i'm not comfortable sitting there n something wrong somewhere...i'm not feeling ok ;(...Sir AO realise it...he came to me n asked me "U r not feeling well Nawwar...U can go back if u want to"...Maj also told me it is better for me to go back then sitting there with that kind of faces n understand nothing..so i went back straight home....none of my family members at home..my mom is not around..usually she's the one who will be at home attending me..huhu..i dont know whuts wrong with me today..maybe i've started to miss MAMA n PAPA n today is my first day of PMS...i had a bad stomachache...even till now..i wonder what are they doing there...hopes they are in pink of health...i'm still waiting for their call...cant wait to hear something from them...
Whenever you are gone
And were miles apart
I cant believe the longing
I feel in my heart
If im not there to see you
Your image stays clear in my mind
If im not there to hear you
In my head your voice i find
If youre not there beside me
Im not strong enough to speak
But then again, when you ARE there
My whole body feels weak
When you are so far away
It doesnt feel the same
I feel the chills crawl down my spine
Every time i hear your name
People think im crazy
And not acting like me
But the picture of you inside my head
Is something they cant see
Tears drop when im laughing
Smiles appear when i cry
I dont know how to explain it
The truth is, i dont know why
I dont know why i cannot speak
I dont know why i feel a tear
I dont know why im lost in thought...
Maybe its cuz youre not here
Im not sure why i cant sleep
And im not sure what to do
But i think i know the reasons for this
I believe that i miss you..

Monday, September 27, 2004

huhu....such a tiring day...i woke up early in d morning...prepared d breakfast...after all settled...i went to KLIA to send my parents 4 umrah...i'm gonna miss them like crazy...may Allah blessed them all d way...amin!...i just cant stand it...my tears comes out rite after i hugged my parents..;(...i told myself not to cry...but aiyoo..cannot tahan...enough of dat...hurmm...d best part..i met so7 in KLIA..i managed to take a few pictures with them...but there's only Adam n Sakti...talking about Sakti....he's so cutttteeee...but overall...they r so cool n friendly as well...i just cant believe sakti is standing besides me n dgn x malunye bole tanye nak few shots dgn diorg..usually...when i saw somebody which is a "somebody"@ celebrity.. i dont even care to look at them twice..but when i bump into Sakti n Adam today..i was so excited..i really have to talk to them..bile lg kan??...^_^... ehehe...can't wait to see them again..but when???.. i dunno..let d time decide..in 10 years time maybe..wasnt that too long...hurm by dat time..i'm so busy with other things..huhu...i'm already sleepy...thats all i guess for today...time for bed..

p/s : Sakti rowk my world..;)

Monday, September 27, 2004

Things doesn't turn up as u wish it to be... but i know u r stong enough to handle it..too many things on ur mind isn't it??..but dont worry i will pray for it to fade away...i really wish i can help..but i'm only a human being with lots of weaknesses..Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round..don't think about it so much k..i'll always be there to support ya...whuts frens r for aite??..i dunno how to say it to u...so i wrote it in here..a bit silly...but every single words comes sincerely... ;p..

Sunday, September 26, 2004

i Hateee everything about ya...y do i love ya...bweerkkk...u r being so mean...but nevamind...its good to have u around...

Saturday, September 25, 2004

Hey, tinkerbell...do you know by inviting me to the blog, you're actually giving me an access to blog here? Or, perhaps, you thot this friend invitation thingy is just like the one in Hi5 - well it doesn't work that way...

Saturday, September 25, 2004

My final exam will be in two weeks time... my first paper is Arab...huhu..y la arab of all the papers..Its intresting to learn arab..but somehow there's lots of things to memorise...part of that it has so many grammatical terms thaat confiused me sometimes..lucky me..i have a great lecturer who thought me n i understand every single thing he tought me..i'm glad..n thankful to have him...it makes me wonder how am i going to survive for another 4 more levels in main campus..

Saturday, September 25, 2004

urm...i just can't believe i've start blogging...huhu..kindda funny..but i need to use my time wisely..maybe blogging is a good thing though..i'm not good at this...but i'll try my best to make it more intresting..its a bit complicated...hopes i manage....lots of things to be done..huhu..^_^

Friday, September 24, 2004