i'm not feeling well today...i don't know why...maybe i'm so exhausted..i've been busy for the past few days..i went to class today..my class starts at 9.00 am n suppose to finish at 11.00 am...2 hours Psychology class...thats the only class for today..i dont have 100% concentration & attention during d class today...i'm not comfortable sitting there n something wrong somewhere...i'm not feeling ok ;(...Sir AO realise it...he came to me n asked me "U r not feeling well Nawwar...U can go back if u want to"...Maj also told me it is better for me to go back then sitting there with that kind of faces n understand nothing..so i went back straight home....none of my family members at home..my mom is not around..usually she's the one who will be at home attending me..huhu..i dont know whuts wrong with me today..maybe i've started to miss MAMA n PAPA n today is my first day of PMS...i had a bad stomachache...even till now..i wonder what are they doing there...hopes they are in pink of health...i'm still waiting for their call...cant wait to hear something from them...
Whenever you are gone
And were miles apart
I cant believe the longing
I feel in my heart
If im not there to see you
Your image stays clear in my mind
If im not there to hear you
In my head your voice i find
If youre not there beside me
Im not strong enough to speak
But then again, when you ARE there
My whole body feels weak
When you are so far away
It doesnt feel the same
I feel the chills crawl down my spine
Every time i hear your name
People think im crazy
And not acting like me
But the picture of you inside my head
Is something they cant see
Tears drop when im laughing
Smiles appear when i cry
I dont know how to explain it
The truth is, i dont know why
I dont know why i cannot speak
I dont know why i feel a tear
I dont know why im lost in thought...
Maybe its cuz youre not here
Im not sure why i cant sleep
And im not sure what to do
But i think i know the reasons for this
I believe that i miss you..

Monday, September 27, 2004