i've been working so hard to change the blog skin..d color n etc...what did u guys think???..i dint finish with it yet...lots of thing to alter...here n there...but i'm so tired already...plus i'm flying to Penang tomorrow...lots of thing to be done...my flight will be at 7.30 in the morning...because my sister need to start working at 9.00 am...i'll be on my own then..so i guess i will not post anything for this coming one week...unless í'm a bit rajin to go to the CC..i'll be back on next Monday insyaAllah...pray for my safety and smooth journey...hopes everything turn up well...

p/s :feel free to comment on my new skin..maybe u guys can give me good advices...help me out peeps!!...ur co-operation is much APPRECIATED... ;)

Sunday, October 31, 2004

:), Shahril Hady, Shira, Faten 

Saturday, October 30, 2004

I went 4 break fast in Renaissance, Kuala Lumpur today... its kindda tiring..I went with my sistha.. we took LRT...my sistha got back from work around 5 n if she's driving it will be totally Jam in Kl...so she decided to take lrt than change to monorail..because the hotel is rite infront of the monorail...its kindda funny...I have to walk in my Baju Kebaya all the way..such a silly decision to wear my 3inch heels....urgh...my foot hurts..because we r walking in a fast mode...we r in the hurry 2 makesure we arrive there on time...luckily we arrived there sharp at 7...but still...I cant stand the fact that i'm wearing that baju n that shoes...from lrt taman bahagia...i stop at kl sentral..change to monorail n stop at bukit nanas station..the food was excellent...but i dint eat much..there's 2 many things to eat...variety of dishes n types of food...cooked...not cooked...cakes...pastries..i really enjoy my food n such a lovely evening with my sistha n her colleagues...

Saturday, October 30, 2004

This pic was taken during my sistha wedding....just putting it for fun..there's lots of other pictures to share...will be post next...enjoy~~~


Me,Shira,Ijlal,Jim,Sya

Thursday, October 28, 2004

Today is the 14th day of Ramadhan...how fast the time goes by...hopefully our ramadhan will be full of blessings..I've been busy lately...there's lots of things need to be done at home..I'm flying to Penang in 3 days time...need to keep my sister company..she will be working there in 2 weeks...so we'll be back one day before raya...she'll be working 7 days a week....8 to 7 everyday...hurm..n it makes me wonder what am I going to do there...I guess I need to learn more about penang so that I can survive on my own there...there's lots of things to discover in a new place...rather than just seat in the hotel..it is better for me to do something...I still dint prepare anything...what i should i bring???...what do I need...ermm ;)...forget about Penang for a while...i've just received an offer letter from IIUM...I'll be registering on the 23rd of November which is on Tuesday...one week afta raya..I have to fill up all the forms n everything...start the process again...d part that I hated most is..ta'aruf (Orientation)..why we need to do it again.. need to go through d same thing again n again...one talk after another...bla bla blaaa.....so borrrringg...

Thursday, October 28, 2004

there's lots of things on my mind...sometimes i just wish these kind of things would not happen...but still...hurm...its been a long time since my last post isn it...i've been busy with lots of things...n i guess at the moment i will stop writing anything on my blog until i settle all the things...like most of peeps said...life is like a circle....sometimes u r at d top..n u can be at d bottom as well...i'm worried about hun...hopes everything will be back to normal...please return back what eva that is belong to hun.... can't wait to c u...i s.S.!.m ya!!....

Sunday, October 24, 2004

In the heat of summer sunshine I miss you like nobody else In the heat of summer sunshine I kiss you, and nobody needs to know Ya da... ya da... ya da....

Monday, October 18, 2004

Today is the second day in the month of Ramadan...such a tiring day..but i dint do much...such a lazy bump today..let my sista do all the work..I'm being so mean...I don't know something wrong with me today...so lembikfying...hurm...oooo...Joud Arasy in d house... I'll be busy with him soon....such a cute little boy....he's 5 months old today..we was born on d same day....huhu..besh besh...such a boring day today...n i dint even realize today is saturday seems we r in d fasting month..normally weekends we'll be busy with lots of activities......
there's something bothering me for the past few days...i keep on thinking about my Psychology paper..Sir AO said that is the easiest psychology paper..yes its easy..but somehow i think i dint answer it properly..there's something wrong somewhere...i'm so worried..am i going to flunk that paper or ???...urgh... may God bless me..

Saturday, October 16, 2004

Its been a long time since my last post...been busy with exams n d newcomer ^_^..I'm happy though...today is the 1st day of Ramadhan...month with lots of patience...I've finish all my courses in matrics with my last paper Psychology...huh...at last...hopes me n hun pass with flying colors....can't wait to varnish from that place...but there's lots of memories left behind...the surrounding..classes...cafe's..i'm gonna miss all that..i'm gonna start my new semester somewhere in november.....one week after raya...no more in pj...i'll be going to the main campus...which is in gombak...such a long way to go...compared to b4..it took only 10 minutes from my house to go to class..but now i have to go out earlier it seems...nevamind...that is normal...life as a student..isn it??...i have one semester to be with my sister b4 she graduated...i will use every single minutes to disturb her...ehehe...sorry sis!!!...but too bad u r my elder sister so u must treat ur younger sister nicely...;p...am i rite??...i'm going to be in a new place..with a new environment...but with the same peeps i guess...can't wait to discover lots of new things there...

Friday, October 15, 2004

i'm not feeling well today...fever siket...flu siket...headache siket...so sum up...jd banyak...is it because of YOU ;)..i dunno..tomorrow is my arabic paper...maybe i'm too worried because of that...i dint prepare anything yet at d moment...the best part now i'm in front of televisyen (as if i dont have any paper tomorrow)...watching the result show for malaysian idol...for me i guess Jac will win...she's a good competitor to compete with Fantasia Barino for the World Idol..but we neva know aite..let's c whuts going to happen...aiyoo...my paper will be at 2.30 pm....hopes everything turn up well...wish me luck peeps....

Saturday, October 09, 2004

huhu..something for yaa...

You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
You'd be like Heaven to touch.
I wanna hold you so much.
As long last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
Pardon the way that I stare.
There's nothing else to compare.
The sight of you leaves me weak.
There are no words left to speak,
But if you feel like I feel,
Please let me know that it's real.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.I love you, baby,
And if it's quite alright,I need you, baby,
To warm a lonely night.I love you, baby.
Trust in me when I say:Oh baby,
Don't bring me down, I pray.
Oh, baby, now that I found you, stay.
And let me love you, baby.
Let me love you.

Friday, October 08, 2004

i just cant believe it happens 2 me... like a dreams come true....i'm so happy n i'm glad though..i dint know that we can go this far..i just hope i make the rite decision...

Thursday, October 07, 2004

my parents are back....huhu...glad to c that they are fine...but they seeems to have flu..maybe because of d different weather... huhu....best best...i received a GREAT news today...huhu...syhhh private n confidential..

Wednesday, October 06, 2004

Y I'll always b the one to be blame...I don't even know anything about it....Y cant they try to understand me..at least a bit...Don't blame everything on me...yes I admit part of it my fault..but somehow I've tried so hard to makes things better...hurm...ntuhlaaa

life doesn't turn up as u wish it to be
sometimes u try 2 b d best
but still u failed....
I want 2 treat him in different way
I don't want to pressure him so much
but still I failed...
I want to be close to him
I don't want to mumble at him,scold or said anything that hurts him
but still I failed..
I'll be there when ever he needs me
I don't want him to feel left out
but still I failed...
I've given him so many space n chances
he keep on hiding things from me
I failed again
I brought him everywhere I go
I want him to feel happy
but still I failed....
I talked to him,smile with him,laugh with him, even cry in front of him
hopes he understand
coz' I felt so much pain inside
d pain inside nobody knows
I pray to Allah everyday
show me the way n guide him to the right path..
I've surrender...
I FAILED to be a good sister to him...

Tuesday, October 05, 2004

"Dear lie You **** You said you could fix anything..Instead I'm stupid...You made things even worse for me..If I had d courage I'd tell you get away from me...Guess I'm not smart..I let you unnerve me..I let you control me..Afraid the truth would hurt me..When it's you that hurts me more..."

y people need to lie???....things happen 4 a reason rite??..but why does it happen again n again.. its very hard for me to accept it...is it so hard to tell the truth..there's so many things that u've been keeping away from me...n y is dat so??..i really wish i can reveal everything from yaa...but not as dat easy...i wanna ask ya lots of things but i don't want u to feel as if i'm dat kind of "busybody" type...i dont wanna push u...i just want to know the truth..until when should i wait...there are times u makes me wonder..whut do u really want from me...i'm only a human being with lots of faults...compared to ur other frens...hurm..let the time decide whuts going to happen next.....


*Take Care of d person u Love..Never tell them lies or attempt to hurt them..coz' u wont know how important they are until they are out of ur life~~~~~~

Monday, October 04, 2004

I went to class today...my sister n MY BELOVED BROTHER IN LAW send me...as usual the guards will stop me n ask me d same question again n again..I understand is their responsibilities...but somehow when u have follow all the procedures n do all the things that u have to do... they don't have to make things much more complicated...I'm so pissed-off..the same thing happen again n again..."surat mana???"....adoi..penatla everytime kne tahan macam criminal...I know they have d power..but somehow y they want to argue about all the things that are unrelevant...I'm so tired of it...Y they want to make things more difficult for other people...I just cant wait to go out from that matriculation centre...I understand they have stricken the rules..but I have go through all the people that are involved in this matter..n there should be no problems due to this matter..but still...GUARDS..I really wish I can do something with u guys..!#$%%^&*...

Monday, October 04, 2004

no one is at home today..everybody busy with their own activities...me n my bro "enjoying" ourselves at home...dunno whut to do at home...BORED...

Sunday, October 03, 2004

I met Lina today...she is so sweet...we dint really spend dat much time together...but i enjoyed every moment i spent with her...but pity her...i'm a bit blurrry...i tot of meeting her somewhere that we have set to meat...but somehow i met her on my way out from the toilet...hurm...luckily i recognise her eventhough i met her only once during one of the #channel gathering last year..i dont know whut happen to all the toilet in that shopping complex...it seems that most of d toilet are renovated...n pity all the peeps they have to line up all the way n i'm one of them..huhu..going one level after another..hoho..penat naik turun...but overall...I'm SO HAPPY!!..Thanks to Lina for coming..

Saturday, October 02, 2004

sunday...monday...teusday...wednesday...thursday....n today friday....6 days have passed..my parents still dint call..maybe they do not want us to miss them...but still...urgh...i woke up today..starts my day with my normal routine on friday...do all the house chores n clean up here n there...hurm..but there's something missing..usually my mom will be around as well..but today..I'm all by myself :(... i miss her so much..usually i will prepare the table in the afternoon for my dad to come back from work to eat his lunch with me n mom before he go for Friday prayers..but today again..i'm all by muhself...i miss papa....i miss their voice...i miss their smile...their laugh..urm..are they thinking of me??...huhu... I MISS YOU!

Friday, October 01, 2004