Its been a long time since my last post..seems raya just around d corner..n I just got back from Penang....glad to be back at home again..lots of things happen in Penang..some peeps are making me dizzy and I don't know why I even care in d 1st place..but I had a great time though..in 2 days time we r going to end our fasting month...month full of patience...lots of things to be done at home..and I'm all by myself...my sisters only will be coming back during the eves of raya :(...missing them so badly...I dont know whats wrong with me..one of my best buddies said dat I've change..I am neglecting her I guess..I'm being so mean..I don't like her to feel that way..I don't want anything to happen between our relationship...I hope she forgive me for the things I've done...been trying to talk to u gal..i miss those moments that we used to spend together...really miss ya!!...can't wait to c u!!...I've been thinking about this thing for the past few days..I keep on asking myself...what makes me act this way??... but i couldnt find a proper answer for this question..one thing for sure..i need to do something with myself..i don't want things become worst..so get ready n be prepared..I really wish everything will be back to normal..

Thursday, November 11, 2004