Trust

A little girl walked daily to and from school. Though the weather that morning was questionable and clouds were forming, she made her daily trek to the elementary school. As the afternoon progressed, the windswhipped up, along with thunder and lightning. The mother of the littlegirl felt concerned that her daughter would be frightened as she walked home from school, and she herself feared that the electrical storm might harm her child.Following the roar of thunder, lightning, like a flaming sword, would cut through the sky. Full of concern, the mother quickly got into her car and drove along the road to her child's school. As she did so, she saw a little girl walking along, but at each flash of lightning, the child would stop, look and smile. One after another follow quickly,the little girl will stop n look at the streak of light and smiling.Finally, the mother called her over to the car and asked, "What are you doing?" The child answered, "God just keeps taking pictures of me,"Lord, help me to trust You as much as this little one, especially when the storms of life crash around me.God Bless you today, whatever storm you are facing! And keep smiling as you got through each one!

Friday, January 28, 2005

"Dear lie You **** You said you could fix anything..Instead I'm stupid...You made things even worse for me..If I had d courage I'd tell you get away from me...Guess I'm not smart..I let you unnerve me..I let you control me..Afraid the truth would hurt me..When it's you that hurts me more..."

y people need to lie???....things happen 4 a reason rite??..but why does it happen again n again.. its very hard for me to accept it...is it so hard to tell the truth..there's so many things that u've been keeping away from me...n y is dat so??..i really wish i can reveal everything from yaa...but not as dat easy...i wanna ask ya lots of things but i don't want u to feel as if i'm dat kind of "busybody" type...i dont wanna push u...i just want to know the truth..until when should i wait...there are times u makes me wonder..whut do u really want from me...i'm only a human being with lots of faults...compared to ur other frens...hurm..let the time decide whuts going to happen next.....

*Take Care of d person u Love..Never tell them lies or attempt to hurt them..coz' u wont know how important they are until they are out of ur life~~~~~~

Thursday, January 27, 2005

hurm...the sense of missing...its been one week plus..once again i missed my classes for today..my eyes still in a bad condition...i went for my morning class but cannot stand much more longer u can feel d pain n i'm not comfortable with it...i miss d excitement of having monday...wednesday...n friday classes (only U know y??)... wondering is everything ok?..hope so.. been thinking of u a lot..ay ssim i....



>>>Happy Song<<<

Nothin makes me more happy than to know
That I have such a close friend
To know that you're down for me is reassuring
It's the reason
I'm always smilin
And when I'm kickin' it with you
I have a lot fun with you
Never any kind of pressure
Comin' from you
Trying to get me to do
Anything I'm not ready to
That's why I really like you
You make me happy
So very happy
I never get tired of talkin' on the phone with you
For I was out of time
And as time goes by we will come grown up and wise
I hope we'll be just as tight
And it was supposed to be
Then we're gonna be
No one can stop us; destined
For you and me
Who's to say that we
Won't fall deep in love
It's a very good chance because
I might be young
But I still know what it is (to be happy)
I know what's in my heart
I know what's on my mind
And it's you all of the time

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

I remember a few days ago, a friend of mine posed me this question, one that I had trouble answering. But did come across my mind even before she asked... "Nawwar, isn't it weird, I study so hard and I pray and do all the needful. But why is it that I still fail? I have friends who aren't even religious, not as in religious religious but yea, as in know their responsibilities to God but they fare way better than me. Why?? I don't blame God or anything but it seems unfair, is this a test or is there really a hikmah behind it?"Don't we all feel that way? Except that most of us are just too afraid to voice it out, scared to give others an impression that we seem to be losing faith in God. It's a scary feeling in a way, one that hits us at times of total despair and depression...It's at times like this that we should hold on. I try reminding myself that all the time, "Hang on Nawwar" or "Don't give up just yet" but as always, it's all easier said than done. In the end, it's all a matter of believing in what you do and not giving up that counts. My friend is doing fine now by the way, on her way of building up a great career. Why? She never gave up. Not on God nor herself. Neither should I... nor any of us... Have faith in urself!!

Monday, January 24, 2005

Guess Who are THEY??? ;p

Saturday, January 22, 2005

I woke up early in d morning today...do some stuff..do some cleaning....Its Hari raya so u cant run away from all d work.. u have to do extra work...i keep my sistha company for a photo shoot today in Subang Jaya..i had a memorable experience...d best part for today is d climax for today agenda..i'm very glad + happy + excited to meet my best buddies...Naz..Shakir n Alan came to my house.. Its been a long time since the last time i met NAZ....so happy to see her...really miss her...Thanks for coming nAz....hope to c u again soon...all d time dat we spent is very precious..Alan : Thanks for coming..its nice to have u around...last but not least, Shakir : at last after all the arguements n the excuses we meet again...Thanks for coming Shark..the evening was fantastic with ur presence... Eventhough i look terrible..but i just cant say no to see them...We really have a good time...Dint we??...ehehe..Chatting around...Eating...Shooting...egege...Kacauing Shakir...pity him..Naz n Shakir mmg besh kalau one table..Alan a bit quite....oooh i'm totally forget about NAz's driver..ehehe...my bro...Ijlal : thanks for spending ur time with us and entertaining my friends..Cant wait to see u guys again...Hopes our friendship last forever...

Saturday, January 22, 2005

Been trying to change the skin, d color, d font, and etc...its a lot of hardwork n effort..aiyo..surrender already... thanks to cry4freedom been helping me a lot..melayan kerenah i yg mcm2...ThaNKS.... Thanks a lot..

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

Joode arasy
tinkerbell

Sunday, January 16, 2005

Just saw the film and I have to say that it is better than the first one...it seemes as if there is much more going on. This is a type of a movie that many women can relate to so it is almost natural that men will never like the movie, but hey... The story, yes, it was predictable but in which romantic comedy it is not to be very honest. The only thing I didn't like as far as the story goes is the fact that "Daniel" again works with Bridget....I mean how likely is that really..it would be more interesting if he did something else. Overall I think the story is very good comparing it to almost any other romantic story that we see in films these days...the other ones are generally very cheesy and most likely never to happen in real life anyway. This one resembles more of a natural thing to it, which is why I like it so much. Well, I think that the movie was just great and had a lot of fun watching it.


***u'll alwiz be my boo***

Sunday, January 16, 2005

I'm done with two papers...one more paper to go for this week...the rest will be after the break...i'm exhausted...been studying all nite...need to prepare for my Fiqh paper on this friday....i'm still confiuse with the terms Ijma', Qiyas. Ijtihad....etc..its a bit confiusing...worries me a lot....but this phrase will alwiz bugging on my mind "Everything gonna be allrite"..hope so.. :)

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

Wednesday, January 12, 2005

i've been busy with lots of things...i dont even have time to blog..urgh...my mid term is starting next week.. 3 papers b4 the mid break...n all d papers r quite tough for me.. Rise n Expansion of Islam..Introduction to Fiqh n Political Science...aiyo so scary..cant wait to get over it..but still i'm not prepared enough...life as a university student has become much more tougher and bzier...just bare with it..hope i can manage..one week to go before the break...during the break i think thats the best time to start blogging again..borring already with the same content...pray for me peeps...May god bless me...

Sunday, January 09, 2005