I'm feeling extremely thoughful right now. A lot of very significant (and perhaps to a certain extent, even terrifying) events have been happening to my life, and the lives of those around me lately.

If I wasn’t so mellowed out by my lack of stressful commitments, I would have been overwhelmed to the point of delirium.Instead, I'm really relaxed. Calm. Semi-disturbed that I'm not disturbed. Maybe the hugeness of it all hasn’t struck me yet. Maybe the implications of all these happenings haven’t appeared to me as actual realities yet. God, I don’t know what I'm rambling about.

Suffice to say that, for once, I'm not confused in any way about the things that matter the most right now. A little curious about how I’ll survive in the future, but I'm not too concerned about that.

Hm. Funny mood alright. I would have expected myself to become a victim of spontaneous combustion at this point.

Thursday, January 05, 2006