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Friday, January 6

I am feeling woozy today..


I love the way U know who I was. I love the way U know who I am now. I love the acceptance, the understanding, the depth and trust. What we did, who we knew, who we were individually, collectively, and what we are now. I don't know. Perhaps I sound really lame or sad. YES I am sad.

Can u see how precious U are to me :(..

I actually felt my heart shatter into tiny fragments...

I think that the more you love a person's inner beauty, the more beautiful he or she appears in your eyes, regardless of what the reality may actually be. Every physical nuance is enhanced infinitely due to the appreciation of their gorgeous, individualistic qualities. Which is what ultimately matters at the end of the day.

Something wrong somewhere.. Have not yet to be revealed.. I wonder why.. My fault maybe.. I am not blaming U.. I accept it with arms wide open... It hurts me so bad.. It strikes through my bones.. Dont leave me clueless.. Tell me where I when wrong.. I am not good enough for u..

I'm feeling worried. Worried about the future. Worried about myself. Worried about so many things, I'm beginning to feel... too overwhelmed.

(just so messed up. I don’t wanna be this way, and I know I should at least try setting it right, but numerous failed attempts are really discouraging. Depression, self-pity and stress-eating is just so much easier. No words can actually express how disturbed and upset I am right now.)

half-distressed, half-cheerful


Friday, January 06, 2006